I'm DISAPPOINTED, i'm SAD

You are far from me now

I dunno why

Every i see ya...

You don't see me

Every i try to talk with ya

You respond with "hard" words...

I remember what happened in 4 days ago

We raised our hand together

Now? You are different

You become a "Cool" person, (yeaa i know, you r already like that)

Whereas i wait you for 4 days

Hope you r fine

But? ugh...... X(

Whereas i often pray for ya :'(

Now, i ask you

-Why you become like that?

-Why you don't care about me?

-Why you become a "very cool" person now?

-Why you don't look at me?

-Why you always say to me with "hard" words?

-What are my faults?

-Do you know if i LOVE ya?

-Do you know if i care bout ya?

-Do you know if i often  pray for ya?

-Do you know if i am a fan of ya?

-Do you know if i very often say to myself if i love ya?

-Do you know if i very often say your name if m alone?

-Do you know if i try to make you happy?

-Do you know if i often cry bout ya? if i remember what you've done?

-Do you know m sad now?

Answer of "Do you know" is

NO, BIG NO NO

m already know it

you make me want HARAKIRI, but i can't do that

Allah hates ppls who kill themself.

so, i just can pray to Allah

"Oh..Allah... give me strenght to pass all! Let me get him, and let me life happily with him"

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